Again down

It`s okay to write
what have been writen thousand times?
But I can not fit
all my heart and soul in some rhymes!
fucked up past
closing fast
everything I have will not last...

R; Down again
I`ve swore to God I never be
down again
I will not be weak
little weird freak
I will never let you see
that I am
down again

Smile is my friend
for many years, my best one ever
White crying paper
behind the smile, gonna say NEVER
You can hide
the world inside
I am choosing silence over the fight

You know why
and I should have known better
not sending text
not sending God damn letter
I know it, see?
but you tell now to me
how I am gonna stay in one piece and free

R; Down again
I`ve swore to God I never be
down again
I will not be weak
little weird freak
I will never let you see
that I am
down again

Your body is here
but where you left your heart and mind
near is it?
Nah, it really can`t be found
silently shout
your sadness out
ever there can`t be No DOUBT

I am going down
letting down
falling down
...