Thoughts in grass

I am able to smile to laugh
and sing again.
Is it you or is it me
Words and empty void
Words and night
Laugh and then more
Not as before
But now ...
Now is...
Different
More...
Spins and breath
Spins and smile
Recklessness of two beings
What will it be later, or now?
What can it be
Just let it go
But should I 'want' again?
So soon and far, far you are
Yet not
I wont survive another fall
Will you hold me or let me down
Will you be you again?
I can't break I can't live
Words and night
Void
Night
Please let me know
Let me glow