Inside the queen

Midday white moon and sparkly rain
she was the last, grounded with chain
never to feel never to fly
her heart was calling up for sky
Forest, her home, silently hug
body of sinner, that was her tag
She is just different not like her kind
Instead of power, love rules her mind
She found her path, she knows her call
Now she is queen and rules them all
Wing of the eagle around her shoulders
protects her beyond dark woods borders
Eyes of the wolf are watching her way
In love with the nature she will now stay

Hunger

Run my pray run covered in white
my eyes are shining in forest night
I wanna lick your soft and sweet skin
taste you warm blood pulsing within 
Run princess run, innocent child 
your beating heart`s making me wild
I`ll hunt you down you`ll play your part
silence my hunger will not be hard

My pray

Only one more dark light dream
to hear to see to touch to scream
thank you God for all my pain
thanks for beauty of insane
thanks for trees, for smiley face
thanks for falling tears in grace
thank for dreams and morning light
thanks for stars and Moon at night
for all the sorrow in my head
let my feelings be now dead
I beg of you God let my run
into the wild with setting sun
You know I lost it all, my dear
let my end be somewhere near....

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I am not yours

I cry  no more
I beg no more
I feel no more
I love you more

If you would asked me yesterday
if I feel the same
If you're chasing dreams
and rejecting blame
I cant help myself just to love you
more each day
the only way for me to live
is kneel and pray

I can not trust you
and your blue sinned eyes
mine are turning yellow
for all those nightly cries
the love in my heart
I've learned to feel
will stay forever
and I will never heal

I can not give you what you're asking for
every day every night you closed next door
Doors to our world of simple touch
my sorrow and dark side was too much

How can I miss things I've never tried
How can I feel this when that night I died
you stopped my heart you killed the way
and you blaming me for chasing you away

My voices my demons my love in my head
screaming, to tell you before my death
I wish I live with dark wolf by my side
that I can't tell you is not because the pride

Maybe one day you'll learn to see
things are not like they seems to be
love in me can't look at worlds of sadness
your demands, bringing me to madness

I've gave you up not let you go
make you feel loved I didn't know
it is killing me not to hear your voice
I showed you Love I gave you choice

This piece of paper is sick of my cries
I promise you, it is last of the tries
You wanted me, dear, to fight for you
You should have fight for your love too

Saying I am special I am your soul
I know mine one will never be whole
You can forget me and follow your dream
I'll stay in shadows over the stream

This words of sadness and darkest pain
I need to sent out to stay bit sane
Hope you wont read them to safe a smile
I don't want to hurt you, not even for a while

I'll end this confession before this night
I've lost the battle I've lost the fight
this girl is burned raven is dead
you let me go but I won't forget ...


this poem is not a blame, this is just cry
you were my world and my world died 

Blue eyes of silver wolf

Moon roses sprinkled with shiny blood
hundreds of corpses covered in mud
smell of the feast brought him to there
tribe once so pure, where are you? where?

Under the silent sky, under the red
Snow girl is lying in deadly bed
Heartbeat of faith, a warmth of pale skin
touching her gentle, she's breathing so thin...

Girl white like snow with silver hair
Look at your saviour, just look up there
carrying her over forests and streams
her touch so gentle, like wildest dreams

"She will be safe within my pack
she'll stay with me I wont give her back
She is the one she will be loved
with my wolf heart I give her lot..."

"Just hold on just stay with me
I wont let you go
Just wait and we will be free
if you want it so..."

She opened her eyes but what is this place
wind bending trees in cold gentle grace
no one she knows is there for her
only wolf creature with silver fur

He is there lying tired and spent
what was the purpose of his intent
staring so still, so deep in his blue eyes
sadness shows in them, touched by cries

Trembling of fear she reached for a knife
bloody hands shaking to protect life...
He softly licked her pale wounded skin
whispering words hidden within

"Don't you be scared oh human child
I carried you through dark winter night
look at my eyes what can you see?
I am not a threat, please, believe me..."

She touch his face and smelled his scent
Moment she know it was just meant
wolf and the girl, spirit and soul
without the other nothing is whole