Silence in eyes

Invitations of silence
to offer and steal
Inner nations marching,
stopping and kneel
You have silenced your trust
and no longer feel
But I still play the game
Dancing in one heel
Like broken one legged bird
In moon lake of silver dust
Swan princess with bloody feet
Atempting the best of age
Covered in silk, white soft sheet
Spinning round and one more time
It is only in my head
You don't here the music play
Soon I will be again dead

Chaos of time and space

Unspoken wishes to the night
travel far and then stop
at the edge of my yard
before they reach you.
Space is not on our side
so I asked time to be
to travel with me.
I asked my ice
to hold on a little while
before the space
take my breath away.
But what can I offer
to a mad man with a pen
to a soul of universe?
Emptiness
Silence
Darkness
Tears
Madness
Nothing to be craving for
no dark star
no bright sun
no warmth of home.
What can I bring to his life
when he is whole?
Sitting on the grassy ground
staring at sky
and moon
and stars
dreaming to float in space
in land
where he has my hand
where he smiles
and exist
by my side

3 words

Insignificant soul labels
Universe of darkness
Stars and planets
And wast space
You and me
Words of passion
Would you listen?
3 silent words
Whispering them quietly
With every breath
Do you understand?

Commitment, distance, life
Still not right
Difficult to say
Easy to feel
3 distant words

Stories at night
Dreams at day
Please forgive me
I can't say
Words burns inside
Need to hide
My sane feels

3 lovely words
Insignificant soul lables
You and me
Together but apart

Words that kill
But also heal
My broken heart
I can't say
You are there
I am near
I do, dear

Snowglobe of mind

Peaceful look as snow falls down
Gently, slowly without sound
Beauty shines
as globe faces sun
Sturdy glass and trees and ground

And snow falls down

Every flake that softly flow
Towards the doom of its life
Brings more
Silence, that burns
Imagining pure endless strife

As snow falls down

Last piece of this puzzeled time
Fitting into globe of mind
But there's more
To know to see
Spare one moment to be kind

If snow falls down

in this beauty, peacefull sigh
There is something you must know
You must stir
And shake and bang
For then you see the white bright show

Only after, snow fals down

Credit for the globe creation (picture) goes to Walter Martin and Paloma Muñoz!

Missed misty morning

Golden cage and straps that burns
Tower high in sky's strong grip
He does know how my head turns
But he missed that one last trip
Tears and screams that no one hears
My face turning towards sun!
Every time I show my fears
feeling comes that he is done.

Yesterday I wasn't me
Yesterday, that came as mist
I wish I could set him free
I wish that he does exist...
Realm of treas, of midnight sun
His voice takes my echoed soul
There, where my sins are undone
Where i can be split time whole

You're not real and I'm not real
Only your heart that I've had
Reality tend to steal
Dreams of fairies that gone mad

Golden cage and bars that stings
Mornings gone to sunny day
Lying empty on my wings
Misty morning fades away...

Demons secret

Misty sound, round and round...
Forgotten smile.
Halo that devil snapped
In blue light vile.
Wearing it as angel
with fairly face.
Pretending their fairness
And gentle grace
"Why can't I be like you
Creature in white
Flying with wings of bird
I've just learned I might... "
He crafted his own wings
Through days and nights
Dreaming of flying high
like dragon kites
In one heart, when there is
will to beat faith
Nothing can stop his hand
today's the date

Misty sound, round and round...
Death music strings,
as he felt to his doom
on angels wings

Thoughts in grass

I am able to smile to laugh
and sing again.
Is it you or is it me
Words and empty void
Words and night
Laugh and then more
Not as before
But now ...
Now is...
Different
More...
Spins and breath
Spins and smile
Recklessness of two beings
What will it be later, or now?
What can it be
Just let it go
But should I 'want' again?
So soon and far, far you are
Yet not
I wont survive another fall
Will you hold me or let me down
Will you be you again?
I can't break I can't live
Words and night
Void
Night
Please let me know
Let me glow

Second place misery

Judge me, till the time
you kill me.
Love me, till the end
Then see what have you done.
Every day
I run away
And return to your arms
Voice that calls
My demons with me, always there.
Whispers of an eternal flame.
But second place is the saddest one.

Kiss me, stop the spin
of darkness
Kill me, stop the pain
Then see what have you done.
Fighting right
Empty fight
Never the first, begging for price.
Every time I am trying to win
I am pushed back, being your sin

I am tired of fighting...
I am so tired...